So I'm listening for the weather..

But it doesn't really matter what it is he has to say because tomorrow's keep on blowing in from somewhere..

i love that song. and i love that song. it's true, it doesn't matter if you listen for whats going to happen tomorrow or try to prepare yourself, because its still going to happen, and you'll never really be prepared for it.

rewatching sex in the city episodes because i've pretty much seen every single episode....
but seeing them again, i've come to realize:
- i hate carrie with mr. big, i hate big in general. i just don't think he's the right guy for Carrie
- i love carrie and aidan
- but i love carrie with berger the best. even though they are so wrong for each other.
- i hate when carrie has her lesbo short hair with the jesus part
- i hate when samantha is in a relationship, she should always be single
- miranda and steve <3
- charlotte.....eternally searching for a husband.
i love sex in the city. its seriously like the best show ever. i don't care if i sound dumb saying that. it just is.

anyway. im really ready for school to start. so that i can move on with things and stop trying to think of how things are going to be and stop trying to decide what im going to do when school starts, so that i can just go out and DO IT. im so bored its making me depressed. and im not happy with summer and i just want it to end and i miss seeing people everyday not just my friends but strangers and i miss doing things i don't want to do like doing homework and staying up late studying. and i miss listening to music off my laptop with earphones in doing homework and typing up a word doc and not hearing my mom when she calls me from the kitchen to eat dinner and GOD IM JUST SO BORED WITH LIFE AND I NEED THINGS TO OCCUPY MYSELF AND IM SO SICK AND TIRED OF THINKING AND THINKING AND THINKING ABOUT REALLY POINTLESS THINGS BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO DO AND THATS THE REASON I CANT SLEEP AND IM AIMLESSLY THINKING AND AIMLESSLY BLOGGING.