I miss sketching and drawing and feeling ambitious to recreate something perfectly.
I miss carrying my moleskin around to class and doodling in it all day instead of paying attention.
I miss the crappy pianos in the practice rooms during music theory.
I miss sharing beginnings of compositions with brennan.
I miss getting annoyed at my art teacher.
I miss the figure drawing models.
I miss hating painting because i'm just not good at it.
I miss looking at a cardboard box for hours and hours trying to draw it.
I miss having a key to the art studio and drawing alone in the morning.
I miss that feeling of achievement when you begin to see your piece looking really good.
I miss learning about the pillows and pinches and stretches during figure drawing.
I miss being really loud and obnoxious and dancing and talking to the models during figure drawing.
I miss refusing to draw during figure drawing.
I miss those rare, rare moments when I paint something I actually like.
I miss flipping through my mom's art books for inspiration.
I miss being quiet and concentrated, listening to music and working intensely on a piece.
I miss teacher yelling at us to turn the music down.
I miss having charcoal smeared all over the sides of my hands.
I miss losing my pencils, and charcoal sticks, and blenders, and erasers all the time.
I miss running out of newsprint.
I miss trying to convince teacher to draw things for me.
I miss taking naps at art.
I miss being good at figure drawing.
I miss being lonely at art.
I miss being frustrated when I can't think of anything i want to draw.
I miss hating art because I can't go out with my friend cause of it.
I miss sketching and drawing the most i think, though.
Monday, August 1, 2011
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