GIA: Incredibly self-centered and slightly neurotic.

Things are just geting so hard these days. Its not that bad when I'm with people but when im alone it drives me crazy. Especially times like now, when im trying to sleep because its sort of turning me into an insomniac. I just want to curl up in ball and sleep forever. Its ok when im with friends because im forced to be preoccupied with different conversations and activities and im forced to listen to their problems, but its the hardest when im alone. Im so so so tired and i feel helpless. I dont feel like there is anyone i can turn to that will make me feel better anymore and that kinda kills me. Maybe this is the fed up insomniac side of me talking but i find myself dreading this time of day. Come night im helpless and all alone thinking about just how helpless and alone i actually am. I need summer to end; its driving me a little insane and I'm a little scared. I wish i could just sleep like before.

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