GIA: Incredibly self-centered and slightly neurotic.

So I'm laying down in my mom's bed watching an Episode of Bones.
There's a million things that I should be doing right now, but I don't want to do any of it.
I'm starting to get hungry, but I don't want to eat.
I need to get a haircut..I need one pretty badly...
I really don't want to take my stats exam, and I don't want to sit through another one of Dr. E's Sex Ed lectures.
Oh my god the electric blanket is starting to get uncomfortably hot and now I'm starting to get super antsy.
I can't wait to move into my dorm just so that I could use the gym everyday and it would be in walking distance.
And so I can bike everywhere.
So lately I've been having lots of ideas and things I want to do for projects,
and i think they're some pretty good ideas,
but then in this episode of Bones, Detective Booth just described the murdered kid's creativity as "teenage angst."
Hmmm...
There's so many other things that I need to be doing right now.
I really, really, really hate people like you.
Because your arrogance is unsupported.
Oi, STEPP OFF UGH.
I just want to do what I want. Free will is what makes us tick.
Ew I sound so annoying right now.
Sometimes advertisements for dog treats, make them look tasty. Is it weird that I want to try...?
Yes. ugh
All I want is to eat vanilla ice cream and good Indian/Thai food,
and lay down on a blanket outside under the shade on a sunny day,
and i wish I was flexible.
I wish i was the best artist ever,
and made the best artwork and drawings.
And I wish I was good at painting,
because I suck at it and I hate it.
I hate painting because it's messy and uncontrollable, but mostly I hate it because I'm bad at it.
But I'm bad at it because I don't practice painting, and I don't practice because I hate it.
It's all a confusing circle.
I'm annoying myself writing this. Bye.