GIA: Incredibly self-centered and slightly neurotic.

Compare, where are to where you want to be, and you'll get..
Nowhere.

I just feel such a strong need to go to a place where no one knows me and where I know no one, and start over.
To a place I don't know that I can learn all about by myself.
So that I can do things my way.
I'm so frustrated, I can't really think of what I want to say,
but I hate high school.
It's sad that I feel the need to graduate and leave this badly.
But I do.
I hate high school.

I hate my books. For the most part.
I'll always have the few that I can read over and over, forget about, come back to, and I will always love them.
But so few.
The types of novels I read, I don't even know why I do. I don't enjoy reading them, they don't benefit me.
They are always so boring, repetitive, filled with cheap content.
But I keep reading them.

I need to go to a new location, experience a change in weather, a change in lifestyle, a change in the people I see day to day, and surround myself with books with good characters.
God I hate high school.