My Secret Spot

I just need a couple hours to myself,
when the weather is nice.
I would go to my secret spot on campus
and eat a banana and pretzels with hummus,
and sit and read my book while listening to nice music.
I would take a break to jot down thoughts and sketch in my journal.
Snap a disposable picture of the scene.

That's all I want, and all that I'll wish for for a while.
I don't think I can handle anything else I thought that I wanted in my life right now.
I think I'm at my breaking point.