GIA: Incredibly self-centered and slightly neurotic.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kkshHySfRD8
today is just one of those sucky kinda days

im slipping alot these days.. i think im starting to understand certain things

It's so weird that we are all now saying goodbyes.. and it never really hit me until last friday.
At the senior salute, sitting with all my best friends since kindergarten, all leaning on each other, listening to Woody and Laura sing to our senior class,
was so sad.
And after when we all rushed out onto the gym floor,
and we were all scrambling to take pictures, hug our friends
in the midst of it I saw Jasmine and i just started tearing up
and i looked away and I saw Clay just standing alone by his guitar case and
and i ran up to hm and hugged him
and burst into tears

but even then it didn't really hit me that we were graduating so soon.
but after today....its crazy how high school went by.
reading what some people wrote in my yearbook for me, makes me
more confident in myself
and really thankful that i got to know these people

And today was Mr. mohneys last day of teaching. ever.
my favorite teacher EVER
i definitely cried several times throughout the day
for different reasons, some were stupid tears
others happy tears
bittersweet tears,
angry tears


but more than anything I think that i'm just so excited what I have coming for me next.
I can choose to complain, wonder why these things happen to me,
but I probably should just let it go
and look forward for the future.

It's funny how much i've learned about my friends and myself in the past two weeks.